I dont feel!!

I feel like filth
I feel like dirt
I feel like rotten eggs
Shreaks unheard

I feel like a rag
Used and thrown away
Like a naked dandelion
Petals of which the wind blew away

I feel all black
So red from inside
Like the dead fishes
Lying on the sea side

I feel so numb
All dead from inside
Like a tasteless dish
One would quietly put aside

I feel so blank
I feel so weak
Like an unwanted child
Not able to speak

I feel like dead
Like a deer hunted
Like a tear shed
Like a life unwanted

The pain I have
You will never know
Its deep inside
And I will never show